I had plans for about 4-5 entries today but just not enough strength for it :-/. It's been one of those crazy / hectic / mess of a days! The only nice part was an hour or so of SWAT before work, most of which passed peacefully.
I've had to work most of the day, double or triple wammies are abound lately, and having to deal with family through it all (ugh) does not help things. To top it off, I'm basically working the next several weekends. Right now, I can't wait for tomorrow to arrive: not because it means going to work sooner but because outside working hours, I can actually have some time to MYSELF, time that's not under the thumb of any pain in the ass but my own whims, subject to the obvious numeral unno overrides from the heavens above.
I spent most of the work day like most others, thinking. There's just no real mental stimulation in the crap I'm stuck doing, so it leaves my mind free to drift away: sometimes this is good and sometimes it is very bad. In today's case, my thoughts have dwelt most strongly on where I would *rather* be, or should I now say, would rather have been 8=). To just sail away from the things of man, stick my toes in the sand of some sunny beach, layin' there in trunks & shades with a cool drink in hand, and not a care in the world, beyond sunburn that is ^_^.
Aye, a spider can dream.... been much to damn long since I've had any major rest and relaxation, let along a proper vacation lol. Ahh, it would be so wonderful with this weather but unfortunately the distance is, oh what's the word, prohibitive? I've been on the move so long lately, I can't freaking think straight anymore. I could really use some solid down time but that's not gonna happen, short of a miracle. As it stands, it will probably be August before I can stand down for a while, and even then it will likely be just an intermission between burn outs... sigh.
I am so tired of just passing the time away.