Ready to scream

The official rage list…

• I’m f***ing tired of not being able to get stuff done in the afternoon.
• I’m f***ing tired of being driven out of my skull.
• I’m f***ing tired of having my train of thought derailed.
• I’m f***ing tired of of being annoyed.
• I’m f***ing tired of being interrupted.
• I’m f***ing tired of not being able to concentrate.
• I’m f***ing tired of being antagonised by computer-illiterate scum.
• I’m f***ing tired of being barked, screeched, and shouted at.
• I’m f***ing tired of having to live like this.
• I’m f***ing tired of being tortured whenever I try to learn some thing.
• I’m f***ing tired of having to stay up till 4am or later.
• I’m f***ing tired of not being able to do f***ing any thing other wise.
• I’m f***ing tired of watching my home work pile up.
• I’m f***ing tired of not being able to rest when I’m *not* trying to do some f***ing thing.
• I’m f***ing tired of being denied a chance to follow my goals.
• I’m f***ing tired of this.

and I’m about ready to explode !!!

This mother f***ing rat ass sucking hell hole is pushing the limit. I’ve got over 4,500 pages to read — and I’m going to start knocking the damn walls down if I have to, but I am FINISHING THESE f***ing BOOKS.

There is no where else to go to read, study, nap, or any damn other thing. And my family makes it very hard to do any of those.

That means either this house learns to live with my work load or face the consequences. I should fuk’n start evicting people by force…. Let them enjoy freezing their ass off outside for a few hours.. While I get things *DONE* for a change.

Why, just why can’t I just once let myself be as cruel and vindictive as the rest… Instead of suffering aggravation after one another and hating that I feel like hating back…

Is it to much to ask to sit down and read a damn blasted book before I have to get back to work? I think not !!!!!!!!!!!!

I need a frigging vacation….. big time