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Oy, not ot far into the book and the lack of sleep finally cought up to me… passed out for a few hours. I set a new shameful record for lack of sleep this week, but the nap was well deserved lol. Felt fairly well without the lack of sleep, but eventually…. as one friend put it:

your body will give you a resounding “NO MORE” and you w ill collapse whn you need sleep

Last night, I meant to read some more of the camel, but dropped stone cold to the pillow; then woke up bright and fresh around 0700 local haha. Decided to read some of the book, but couldn’t focus very well with the brightness of the book light; ut the TV on to help my eyes adjust to the light. Read a few chapters and had some scrambled eggs & toast (I almost never have any breakfast, but then again, I almost never get out of bed at 0730 without leaving for work either!). So far, I’ve only read around 80 pages, so I’m about 50~60pg behind schedule; (but hey, sleep deprivation catches up eventually) hopefully I’ll work my way through the thousand or so remaining pages quite quickly. I know Perl about as well as I know any language well; but ya never know, might actually learn something new lol.

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Spend my afternoon trying to out lag suspects on SWAT 4, with a ratio of 5:1 rounds per kill them:me. Managed to sit down with the laptop, start compiling a list of libraries to standardize on, and at long last – there’s actually good stuff on TV. Fast foreward a few hours, now Ma is using my DVD player to watch her new movie; being hard of hearing like everyone else in my fscking family, I’m gonna be deaf from how high she has the volume lol. Even worse, between her and the dogs, I’m getting crowded off my bed… laptop and all.

And I’ve still got a few dozen libraries to sort through before dinner…. why do I even bother? Doing anything in this place, is like trying to put a hole in ones head -> not good for ones survival, unless ones name is Egon Spengler!

to do: finish research on text, cgi, html, http, gtk, tk, and x11 relateds.

*sigh*

Willow takes my quilt… I take the top sheet
Ma calls me to do something, Willow takes her favorite blanket, and I’ve got to move her [Willow]
So Willow tries the couch, but Coco has most of the good blanket there; and instead steals Ma’s bathrobe lol.
Now Willow is stealing half my quilt, half the top sheet, and I’m counting myself lucky that I’ve still got my ass on the bed lol.

You know, it’s a good thing I’m pretty immune to temperatures once I’m fully wake…. else, I might just freeze by morning :

I spent the holidays camped almost comfortably in front of a computer, mostly Dixie: where I can actually work on things lol.

The last thing I remember, is Lawrence of Arabia breaking formation to go back and find Gasim, and next thing I know, I’m snoring loudly until it’s after 2300R lol.

There was several things I wanted to note, and a few things to do; time to unwind the stack a bit and try to remember :

http://www.bbc.co.uk/6music/shows/dave_pearce/

Ahh, finally something good in the afternoons xD Used to listen to his show on Radio 1, I’m glad Wiz gave me the heads up lol.

http://netadmintools.com/art145.html

Made it through work in one piece, despite nearly breaking my neck once and nearly landing on my duff the other round lol. With luck, I’ll at least get 20 minutes to myself, before the next round begins. I’m so tired of this never ending crap. With the way my lige is, I probably won’t even get that lol -> at least when everone else is asleep, I can sometimes have a few hours without issue :.

A lot of people, don’t understand why I use the word “slave” to describe parts of my life, least of all my family (they don’t get it lol); but it’s very much liek being aslave, being here. I’m chained to a job, that I’ll never be able to leave without major problem; I’ve little freedom of travel, can’t afford to maintain a license, and if I let HRH pay for it, I’ll end up my mothers chauffeur, and still not able to go anywhere, because I don’t get paid, hence no fuel lol. As I keep thinking, it’s like the more and more I see, it’s as if the chance for anything I want in life, desinagrated the moment I said “yes” to helping my family :

*sigh*

At lest with some luck, I’ll have the night time to get some work done….

Was late for work, dog from the yard and I ended up helping Teena search; she finally found him. The slice on my other thumbs healing, only smashed it once at work… I’m really getting tired of this crap lol. Survived work, also to my mothers surprise, 2 weeks pay in bonus (N.B. I don’t get paid, period); that hopefully will replace some of the savings she’s blown through, if it ever gets there lol. Made a quick sweep of the various forums, congratulating the new Recruits on [SAS] hehe.

Turned in early after dinner, sat down with the laptop around 2200, then powered down to watch Executive Decision, haven’t seen in in a longo-time. I think it was also the only dang thing on TV tonight +S. No idea what work I’ll get done tonight if any, have to be up early for work tomorrow, and I am _really_ not looking forward to what my family has planned…. ahh, but with any luck, I’ll still be sane by the time I get to my days off.

I don’t even want to think about new years, lol.